BUTTERFLY EFFECT

Have u ever heard about Butterfly Effect?

Butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions; where a small change at one place in a nonlinear system can result in large differences to a later state. The effect derives its name from the theoretical example of a hurricane's formation being contingent on whether or not a distant butterfly had flapped its wings several weeks before(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Butterfly_effect). The point is how a little thing can give a big effect of something else.

But, in my life.. butterfly is really give a big effect in my life.

The sky is blue, the wind blow my short hair. And there's a little girl looked up the sky, saw some clouds gathered shaped like sheep. But then the little girl surprised because there was butterfly perched in her nose. Tickling. And she wanted to touch it, but suddenly that beautiful creature fly over.. and left the little girl with a curiosity.

That little girl is me.

Since that moment I love butterfly. One of my habit was catching butterfly after school. I never came back home but chased that butterfly. And keep it in plastic, showed to my lovely mom. That habit was never stopped until I got sick, fever.. My mom was told me that I got fever because the butterfly was very angry with me. So funny right? But I believe it. Then I stopped to catch the butterfly. And I never play again after school.


My habit from never directly comeback to home after school is changed. I never go outside to play. I become a hommy girl. Not close with other friend, and spend my time with homework, and study.. I become smart girl, always be the 1st in class. And until now I have a great achievement.

Thats butterfly effect. That's the effect of butterfly in my life.. What's yours?

A WOMAN THE FORGOTTEN ANGEL

Have you ever looked deep inside of your mother's eye when she's look at you, when u're a little kid? She's look at u more than a lil kid, but like an angel from heaven. But She never realize that the truly angel is herself.

In this world, the angel is not always be something precious like in heaven.. A woman in real world not always get a good respectful, treatment. And more over woman is often become a victim of the rudeness. Some people think woman is a weak creature because all they can do is cry.

Now imagine, all of us born from a woman. As great as people is come from a woman. When someone get their succeed, who behind them? A mother or father? Even though some people dont have mother because her mother passed away when gave birth.. I believe the pray of mother is heard by God.

Some case, a husband is underestimate a wife position. Sometimes man forget who is taking care the children, the house, the finance? Yea, a man probably can do that.. But as I know when a man lost a woman.. They will look for a new one. But when a woman lost a man, she will survive, keep her last love, and the love that still left (the children).

Man.. please think about it.. Woman, created from the ribs of a man, not from head nor feet.. woman is be by ur side.. Dont ever think that woman couldn't find another better man, moreover woman can stand survive by herself..

Woman may fragile, woman has a big heart, that's why woman is cry all the times.. because woman often get hurt than man.. U know period time? that's hurt, give birth? that's hurt.. Woman still can stand that,, But don't hurt woman's heart. No one can stand that.. Even A MAN.