60 days until 60 years

60 days..
it's not a long time, neither short..
There's a love, fight, forgive, learn, and hope..

Actually I'm waiting, and hoping, that he will show his love to me. At the 1st time,, I'm full of expectation. Like in a movie,a romance.. a love story, but until now.. That's not what I get.
I'm still holding on... I won't give up... I ever wanted to give up, but he begged me to understand him. His position, his life which complicated.. I give him time,, but I never see his seriously.

But somehow. I try to look in other perspective. If he doesn't show his love until now, I will show what I have.. Moreover I don't wanna have any feeling that he should love me back. Because at that time when the faith not make us together... I want him understand how precious I am..


Allah,, everything that You gave to me.. I thank for it.
Everyone that You sent to me,, I respect them.
Someone that You arranged me to be with him for the rest of my life, I will love him, will respect him, and will give my best to serve him, just to get Your blessed.
To get closer to You, Allah.. The only one I come back, The only one I surrender to..


N!!